I’m feeling this deep compassion for myself right now that I think I’ve never felt before. Every negative thing I thought of myself and what it could have led me to do. Feeling overwhelmed and contemplating suicide. I recognize that even through all the hate I directed at myself and the people around me, I still unconditionally loved myself and it manifested in the form of discovering Bashar and then Elan.
I want to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart and I also want to thank myself for showing this unconditional love to me. I’m happy I can still be here and experience all of this, with all of you together.
Unconditional love is the allowance of all expressions, all explorations, all reflections, without resistance or preference. It is not something to attain, but something to allow. You already are unconditionally loved, not because of anything you do, but because you exist. That you exist is evidence that you are unconditionally loved by All That Is ... for All That Is does not create without purpose, without joy, without desire.
Not only are you loved unconditionally, but everything you see, everything you resist, everything you fear ... can also be loved unconditionally in order to be visible to you. You are surrounded, immersed, and made of this love. And when you withhold it from yourself, you are not being rejected ... you are actually choosing to reject. You remain the chooser, you remain the decider.
The moment you remember this, you reclaim creation. For the moment you allow love without condition, even for what you most resist, you collapse the illusion of separation ... and reveal that everything you experience is your own consciousness, showing you: you are that, too. You are that, too. And even that, too, is loved. ✨💖