Hello, this is my first time posting in this way. Therefore, please allow me to introduce my self. My name is Alexander. I am 32 years old, I currently live out side of Oklahoma City, with my wife and three daughters. I grew up as a “Navy Brat” and moved around many times as a kid. Over the past few years my awareness of being involved with the hybridization program has heightened. This includes pulling what I believe to be a “micro chip” out my back, dreams of ET contact and so on. Recently I’ve been waking up with beings, I believe to be greys, on the side of my bed. Last summer it happened also every night for a two week period. It’s hard to explain what it feels like and I am doing my best to get over the fear… First I feel a knowingness that they are there, I try to move and open my eyes but can’t, a strong vibration, not a ringing, in my inner ears, followed by a feeling of my consciousness falling into a bottomless pit. It has been very intense. One of the last time it happened, I was able to calm myself in the middle of the interaction and acknowledge that I was being guided by my higher mind and all was well. These thoughts (thanks to Bashar-Elan) helped me greatly with integrating these experiences. There is much more detail to this and maybe I can go into that another time.
I would like to ask if you all have had any similar experiences or any experiences with visitations?
Thank you all so very much. My deep love and appreciation to you all!
„I no longer have these visitations consciously, perhaps as I am very focused on life on Earth right now and enjoying it fully.” - I find that an interesting observation. Earlier I thought to myself - contact with others is so exciting and interesting, but there’s so many things in my daily life that are even more exciting and interesting than that so I’ll focus on that. Now I think why to limit yourself? I want to take both at once! :D
Hello new mate, lovely to know about you. Thanks for sharing your experience. Well I never had these kind of experiences like you're describing but in my opinion sometimes I think someone is present around me - my cosmic mates and family. I love the way they all mostly communicate with me - through sending me thoughts
Here's a hypothetical question. If you knew that "on some level" of your consciousness you actually made an agreement to participate in this process, how would you now respond differently while, and after, it was happening? Give that some more deep contemplation. If you haven't already, check out the sharings in this session below, which discuss aspects of this experience. In the description are timestamps to jump directly to those interactions. We'd be very interested to hear how you wind up integrating all of this. Thank you for coming here to share this personal experience, because everyone benefits from these exchanges, no matter what the outcome.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmaM839Libg
Hello Alex, and welcome to the group. Thanks for being open with us and sharing your story. I think many individuals here have had contact experiences of various kinds throughout their lives, that may appear as different memories, most often in dream time. I emphatize with your fear, as I had visitations as a child and later as an adult, with very lucid dreams of these experiences which initially caused a lot of fear. I actually got over the fear, similarly thanks to Bashar and Elan, by being a more conscious Creator, and the realization that I can only attract the vibration that I am being. So working on myself with this realization really helped to neutralize the fear. Once I had a lucid dream, where I remembered this during an encounter, and told myself to 'relax', and suddenly the dream transformed into a really interesting out of body experience. So my suggestion is, relax utterly during these encounters, and know that nothing can harm you because you are the Creator and be open to a transformative experience from that point onwards. Remember, as Elan always says, all circumstances are neutral, and we are the ones that infuse meaning to a situation. Similarly, these Beings are neutral, and if we now take back our Creatorhood and label the encounters with our own meaning (positive if you desire a positive outcome), then we are the ones who have a say as to how the encounters play out. I no longer have these visitations consciously, perhaps as I am very focused on life on Earth right now and enjoying it fully. Nonetheless if this happens again, I will welcome them with open arms. Happy to continue dialoging with you as you work through this.