Sounds good. Appreciation for this space and all that you do. If you say you do nothing, I know just what that means.

Cool experience. Not sure if this is relevant, but I keep getting that it's modified and augmented Orion energies. Not sure what that even means but thought I'd mention it. I do get a 'feel' from your description but I can't place it. Edit addition - Blaire:), does this feel like a download you can tap into again to get more info? The imagery is still in my mind, it feels fiery, celestial. I think of the Horse head nebula which is located in the sword hanging from Orion's belt so maybe that spurred the connection I sensed. I am still discerning what is ET vs inter-dimensional as the 2 can mix together at times for me. Anyway, seems a door is opened for you to explore deeper if you would want to.

You had fun making that...I can tell. Wild joy.

Sweet light at night...nice.

Samantha... I was looking through some of your artwork on your Facebook page and I am blown away. Beautiful creative expressions all of them. You exude such fun and ease and have brightened my day. Thank you.

Inspiring! Wonderful reminder.

There are many things still emerging in the now for me from that day... seeds planted, growth and harvests to enjoy. I keep getting garden analogies arise. I see the limitations of insisting on outcomes and assumptions and am more at peace as I allow the way things and events to play out as they do naturally for the surprise factor. I see how it is that my life is the way it is and has been. Truly we are our own path. In perfect synchronicity I came upon a video yesterday that blows my mind. It's on the Buddah at the Gas Pump you tube channel and is an interview with an artist who uses AI to help him create 'paintings' to document his out of body experiences into the astral and higher realms. Such cool artwork and the insights this individual shares from his journeys are deeply spiritual. So much of what he says matches up with the observations of the 'afterlife' as reported by E. Swedenborg, a mystic/scientist/inventor/much more from the 1700's. Check out the 'off the left eye' you tube channel for more info on him. Mind blowing. Speaking of Swedenborg, the first book he ever wrote but the last book he published is about life on other planets where he travels to and interacts with the spirits of other worlds... so interesting. Anyway, this interview and AI art display video I mentioned is rolling up front in my mind and is unfolding its treasures for me. So exciting! Think I'll watch it a third time. Something about my path has always been discovering new things in perfect timing. I really like that fact. I don't even have to do anything...it just happens.

Interesting question! My son has his own world with a peripheral exposure to the things I watch / listen to, but he does show interest as far as asking 'what's that about? and what are you watching? I explain best I can and he does understand the 'keeping it on a good channel' concept quite well. I set a good example for him that he absorbs in his own way and do explain some of these concepts to him in a way I think he will 'get'. He has zero interest in ideas such as ET but readily takes to ideas of self improvement and empowerment (i.e. the message) so I'm not worried about it. As he comes more into the idea of being his own person I shine witnessing his natural spirituality blossom. He always is and has been one of my greatest teachers.

Thanks Sabrina... I do feel as I've shifted that into a more preferable state, a turn of the spiral with its attendant new outlook. A lot is changing here. Onward!

A few more late night impressions. There was a transmission and download at that event. I feel it working inside me. I see how my personal experience was formed out of consciousness itself, like a dream. It all happened inside of me. Contact with myself. Showing myself to myself. Reflections. Symbols. Oneself regarding itself in mirrors. It is this now moment that is the fulfillment of all dreams. Wouldn't want to miss that right?

Yet another installment from the 3D/4D trenches, but I've made a few changes to the place. I've planted the trench walls with assorted seedlings and planted some seeds too in hopes my resident groundhog will leave them alone long enough to get some enjoyment out of it. I tried conversing with him for years, even planted his own window boxes with delectable greens, but it seems he prefers to chow down indiscriminately on everything just at the right time (for him). Oh well.... so I go back to disrupting the natural order of things in my own way by dispensing love infused peanuts to the birds and all my squirrelfriends that have the good fortune of frequenting my back yard. They watch for me and teach me their language in return for the favor. I get to talk to the trees and plants too, so it's all good. So, my partner Louise's broken wrist/arm has produced a cascade of events. She needed surgery to correct the break but preop screening prevented that due firstly to her ekg being off. This led to a chain of events involving cardiologists, pulmonologists and other exciting specialists in the medical field. So much time passed that the break healed crooked, so now it's a matter of gaining functionality back through physical therapy. At least she has a general practitioner now, something I have been urging her to do for years now. We have an unconventional relationship... more like the Sassani mode than the traditional Earth mode in approach to such things. We are both here now beings with real Love yet we are distinct sovereign entities and allow for the reflections that allow us to be who we each really are. It has been comfortable and easy despite it not being so every now and then. We are learning as we go. There is a built in freedom for each of us in expression as there is no jealousy involved. I have seen that we both have the same intention to do the 'right' thing and live in an integrated fashion according to our 'higher' nature. That can take some surprising forms sometimes. As we transverse the landscape of getting older (yes, it might happen to you too) we are still both young, getting wiser and doing well. It really can be exciting in its own way. Oh, the stories I could tell... you had to be there for it. So, life is good, rich, multidimensional, rewarding and all things considered need I say more? No, but like this threads title, I'll be saying it anyway. Stay tuned (only if you want to, of course.) Peace fellow travelers. I love you all.

...And by the way... This place is great. You can take your shoes off and put your feet up on the coffee table and everything! Ask for permission first, don't want to be uncouth about it.

I used to draw a lot and should get back to that (There are no shoulds... it's a choice, right?) Okay... I WILL. When? uhhh.... soon? Delay tactic alert! I like to write. I like to do music. I recently got a new Mac to replace my 12+ yr old computer but haven't set it up yet. I intend to explore making music with my synthesizer on it so there is excitement building for that. Visual art too. It is within the doing that the new inspirations and ideas form and flow. Follow the thread of excitement yes?🤗 I enjoy the creative flow and lend support for all expressions that I or others may have in that vein. Show us what you got. I see how my self judgement and critical attitude has led me to hold back. I have seen instances where my lack of skill becomes self defeating. Tired of that yet? How about now?

I do have to add this as well.... all my life there has been a gnawing undertone of feeling the need to apologize for my existence. Nonsensical I know, but the issue raises its head in various ways from time to time. In this unfolding I feel that way less and less realizing that I am rejecting and judging myself when I have felt that way. Transform it as I find a real sense of self Love and appreciation of my totality. I have heard that my existence itself is proof that I am loved but it hasn't always felt that way. Uncover those beliefs! Come to terms with who and what I am and rejoice, revel in what is uncovered. It's a good way to be. We are unique yet my story is yours as well and as I ease into that Love we can meet in a new place.

Thank you for your kind words Penny. Much Love to you as well. Part of my transformation process was just acting on my decision to go. I had some doubts about my ability to physically be there but saw that it was a case of misplaced faith that I had to reckon with. At first I ran into many red light synch moments... I had a tough time getting a ticket and booking a place to stay... uber kept rejecting my payment method for rides and despite calling uber and my credit card company no one seemed able to figure it out. Finally I added paypal and it took. I like to plan best I can in a physical sense and I had to let go of that and just let my excitement carry me forward. I had to trust in assorted unknowns at many points, but I made it through. I am generally sensitive and shy and I work to get out of my shell and boldly be who I am, so there were opportunities for that. I was stretching boundaries as I put myself out there and initiated many of the interactions and conversations that I felt moved to engage with. Nice feeling when all is said and done. The hotel was about a mile from the venue and I was unsure how I would get there but I did start up a conversation with a woman who said she was going there and had decided to walk but had no umbrella. I did have an umbrella and as rain was in the forecast offered to walk with her. As we departed I discovered rather soon that she was a fast walker and was outpacing me. I have vision issues as well and had some difficulty navigating the curbs and broken chunks of uneven sidewalk. I tried to keep up and asked her a couple times to stop and rest a moment on my behalf. I felt old and betrayed by my 1953 model vehicle, but eventually we got there. Apologies. Being about an hour early, I took my seat and before long found myself initiating introductions to the people seated in my vicinity. Felt good to do that. I was being who I am without the strain of being someone I am not. Felt good to do that. I didn't know what I was going to do for the long lunch break but rather quickly found myself with two other individuals and we had a great time sharing encapsulated versions of our life stories with each other. It was magical and a shout out to my two new friends Avi and Ashley. We must have co-created the need for less time as before we knew it, it was time to go back to the theater for the second half. Ashley had a car and had driven there and at the same moment I asked if she could give me a lift back to the hotel when the event was over, she had the same thought... she was going to offer me a ride back. So wonderful synchronicity at work (or should I say play). My Uber driver for the ride home did not speak much English, but we shared the universal language of music so it was all good. Just being immersed in the vibrations of the whole event and the locations and discovering the integrity that I could still be myself no matter what left me with a new found assurance and comfort of being in my own skin, so to speak. I feel the joy that is ever present and I feel good.

I had a knowing that I had to be there in person. Even though there is an energetic multi-layer transmission that is available regardless of the format (if one is open to it), being there in person is another level for sure. I would love to experience Elan / Andrew in 'person'. I am certain being 'in the room' does have its own flavor. It's funny. I did have a few questions in mind, but discovered for the most part I was able to answer them before hand to my own satisfaction once I dug a little deeper. There were so many people who had their hands up to interact that did not get picked even within the few rows in front of me (I was about 10 rows from the front) so I understand and was okay with all that went on. During the long lunch break I bonded with two other individuals and we discussed the questions we each had in mind and together discovered answers that satisfied. It was cool. Speaking of cool... it was freezing in that venue. Warm in other ways. So, were there 'new' things for me? Oh yes... just being there immersed in the energy. I found myself melding with the questioners who did get the opportunity to ask questions, so I enjoyed that vicarious vantage point as well. At the start even as Darryl was entering the channeling state I found myself deeply moved to tears. They were flowing all on their own and it felt good. Powerful. I know deep changes were going on and as I reflect back (another type of experience in itself) there is an integration in a wordless way as I digest in a sense the whole happening. Unsure if I was the only representative from this forum there but I was quite happy to spread the word and share the existence of Elan and the teachings to so many who were unaware. The most common response was "Do you mean Elon Musk?" No No and No. I directed them to this website and YouTube for more information, so even if one person discovered all this I will be overjoyed. Now, to backtrack, the one unanswered question that sits within would be... who am I really? What is the deal with me? I know and then I don't. The answer is beyond the grasp of my mind and it makes me cry. All I can do it seems is BE THAT and find out. Just maybe I will embody my answer without feeling so awkward that I need to cry about it. When I got home I cried for over a half hour just at being home with my loved ones. "What's wrong? What happened?" Nothing was wrong. Nothing.

Happy you are here. A thousand welcomes. I'd love to see and hear your artistic expressions.

Yeah...our similar journey of uniqueness. Diverse and distinct but not separate.

Good advice.

Rock on to infinity and beyond.