07 - Practical Application

Hello friends. Helpful perspectives appreciated 😊 on my issue. I’ll try and simplify but still it’s hella long.

I connected with my Referential Preferential Me (RPM) for the first time on two issues. I’d meditated and connected with RPM previously but not for anything specific.

1) After my parent’s accident I was caring for them alone (everything, toilet on up) while also remotely working full time. In 1.5 weeks I needed to fly back home, 2,500 miles away. So I asked my RPM about the situation: I clearly saw RPM standing confidently at a high counter, in the light of a waiting room, signing paperwork. RP was checking my relative into a care home! I felt so relieved and happy. RPM’s confidence lifted me up.

So irl I talked to people to get it done. However, the soonest endpoint was 4 months away and 5 years of paperwork/records, plus my parent would be there alone. So, with the energy and uplift from recalling how RPM felt, in 7 days I moved my parent across country to my house. I did it on top of the other stuff. I lost 10 lbs and I got it done. There’s no explaining how except for the strength from recollecting on the uplift from my RPM.

2) Asked RPM for help with my injured dog. I saw RPM gently holding my dog in her arms, taking his GOOD leg and stretching it down. (Now, irl this is impossible due to the size of my dog and the fact that my dog does NOT like to be picked up, haha.) I asked for more info. RPM repeated the scene, nothing more. I wondered on this and the next morning my dog injured his good leg. The same RPM stretched! Two legs, same injury. My dog can no longer walk unassisted. We are doing everything, conventional and natural, to help this beloved dog. I don’t like that I put him through this by literally “not picking up” on RPM’s info.

So. Clarity eludes me. RPM must have shown me everything, right? But I didn’t allow it in? I asked, meditated, answered “Whats good about this, exactly as it is?”, all that. Now I am leery about my RPM. I f’ed up. I don’t feel I learned how to be more like RPM. I put myself in an unwanted timeline — cuz I certainly didn’t follow Preferred timeline actions. ???

Thanks for reading this far. I appreciate your good vibes.