07 - Practical Application

Hi all! :) so I'm transgender, at least that's one of the better words we have to convey my beautiful, multidimensional, Source-expressive experience of self. I've resonated with other words like genderfluid, genderqueer, but the feminine energy is just where my true home is, I can't feel anything except that fundamental source of feminine energy when connecting to my true self. That is, aside from the All-That-Is/Source energy that's all genders and all beings and all levels of existence at once, which I also feel :)).

My challenge is with feeling safe outdoors. I experience paranoia/fear of something happening to me as I, for instance, walk from my car to the store, or sit out to meditate in a park. Being attacked, accosted, harassed, victimized.

And on the level of my authentic self expression, if I were to dress in the clothing I prefer (feminine clothing) while living daily life,…

Since I’ve been diving deeper in creating my reality with the methods Elan teaches, so many of the areas of my life that excite me the most are gaining strength and outward evidence is appearing. I’m realising my thoughts so much more clearly and am finding it so helpful to see what I’m actually doing. I tend to write it all down, it helps my focus. 2 of my main areas of interest are music and art, both of which I’ve created income and professionalism with but have desires to take further in this lifetime. I have symbols all around me that I’ve gleaned negatively, like my husband’s attitude (my attitude 😂) event organisers, friends who run things I feel I’d like to be part of, the list goes on. One by one, I’m going to glean positive reflections and create the preferred me. The same with my art. I’ve…

One of the major shifts that was gifted to me by Elan’s transmissions was within the idea and oft-heard phrase: “You create your own reality.” Within the transmission: 25 - Benefit of the Doubt - BASHAR-ELAN (previously unreleased) a key was given that finally unlocked something that seemed to want to stay locked forever, but in letting the information marinate and sit within the being, a clarity struck within this phrase…

…You create your own reality… 

How often have I heard this phrase? How often have I misunderstood it?

For so long, I thought this meant that I was literally constructing reality moment by moment, as if walking through a video game where the world generates itself only when I take the next step. That the landscape of existence was being built around me, piece by piece, as I moved through it.

But now, I see.